I am back. I am amazed at what happened to me since I wrote last. I came down with tonsil cancer and had 3 chemo treatments and over thirty radiation treatments. I seem to be in remission now. I have my last petscan on December 7 and will have a good idea if it is gone for good. My life has changed. I am very different than I was before. What that means is hard to explain. I just want you to know that so much of what I use to believe I am in doubt about now.Knowing that I do not know is so exhilarating. My heart is with you. I will wirte more after my petscan, inshAllah.