River's Chi House

I sing this song as my heart dances and peace moves through me. I am happy to be alive. I do not expect to live a lot more but who knows, I could be here for decades yet. I assure you that I am fine with being here and I am fine with not being here one day. I have lived my life in ways that honor what I consider important and meaningful. That is not to say I have not fucked up a lot because I surely have. But on average I am more pleased than embarrassed when I look back over the path I have made for myself. I deeply appreciate that I am still healthy enough to be able to enjoy the fun and mystery of consciousness. I am not what I was and feel it. I am weakened from the cancer and the treatments I went through and get sick and tired more often than before the cancer and that is a drag. But I am at peace with my self and my situation and appreciate what I have and do not dwell on what I have lost. I am older now and do not need or want to be younger. I am content to be who and what...