I still very tired and weak but I am glad that the operation is on May 28th and than I can begin the recovery. This cancer thing really takes it out of me. I feel good for a few days and than BAM the little MF kicks my ass. O well such is life. (smile) At least no chemo or radiation this time thanks Goddess, inshAllah.



The Chinese say, " the fires that burn the brightest burn out the soonest." I have been reflecting on this. It has a lot of resonance for so many different areas of life. I was recently looking into the nature of love and came upon this quote as a message from Goddess.


I started thinking about amour fu (crazy passionate intense sudden love) compared to steady state love that evolves and build over a long stretch of time. Both have their beauty. I am glad to have experienced both. I make no judgement on either, I am just musing about love and appreciating it. I have been abundantly bl...essed by the quality of those I have loved and who have loved me. Thank You Goddess! (bow)